Snuggles make everything better

I have been having a hard time. I miss Kobi. I miss his oafishness. I miss his loudness. I miss his sweetness. And most of all I miss his cuddles. He would always burrow his head into you to get as close as he could. You must have known this. Today, for the first time in months, we snuggled while you slept. You woke up really early and took an early nap. When I was feeding you you feel asleep and I just chose to let you. Within a few minutes you started to pull away, but then changed your mind. Instead you put your head on my chest like you use to and we just snuggled for an hour. I needed that. My heart needed that.